I’m constantly stuck between feeling like I need to lose 20 pounds and wanting to bash my skull in because of diet culture
Tired as fook. Been up since the back of three in pain. Though I think we have finally cracked whats causing my problems! I was so depressed the past couple of days with it and have barely got out my hospital bed but I think it might be a stomach ulcer with all my pills. Apparently I was supposed to be on pill to stop that but I stopped taking it because it was making me feel sick and I was struggling to eat at the time. Feeling kinda stupid if this is all for that. Though no one said I’d have long term issues if i didn’t take it!
Away to craw into a corner again but I’ll be back soon enough, and hopefully when they have a handle on this once and for all!
My kidneys are taking a bit of a hit again. I’m heading to bed now. I thought I was just lazy so I was trying to stay up. Never mind.
